Friday, October 28, 2005


أدرك أن التغير حتمي, و أنه في بعض الأحيان صحي
ما لا أدركه هو التغير التطبعي و ما لا أتحمله هو التغير التلقيني

,في وجه كان مألوف كنت ألمح براءة عفوية بساطة طبيعية و أمانة نادرة
في نفس الوجه أرى الأن ملامح لوجوه أخرى; وجوه غريبة, غير مريحة, تركيبية
حزن هادئ يباغتني عندما أميز الفرق و أجهل الأسباب
..يا لها من خسارة
?!!أبعد كل ذلك الإنفراد يكون تغيرك تقليدي
?!!أبعد كل ذلك التميز يكون تغيرك إملائي


At 1:24 PM, Blogger The Eyewitness said...

Yes, it makes sense. But don't make the shocks of this reality destroy the beleif of your heart.
"Trust the sound of God inside you more than the sound of God on others mouths."
May be the quote is not logically related a lot to your post, but for me is related.

At 9:08 AM, Blogger Majd Batarseh said...

the eyewitness,
i dont mind the change but it was not real.. it was fake & artificial & not by any means genuine that was what bothered me..

you are right; it should not ruin anything & the quote is fit enough :)

God Bless

At 5:12 PM, Anonymous albert said...

How many times do you sit and think ...."why can't I have the things I want?" You ask yourself questions and perhaps you ask God questions. In many cases it's about life. how unfair it 's treating you. Things you want, you can't have. People you love, they don't love you back. Future you desire, never comes by. WHY?
I ask myself those questions sometimes, not rebelliously, but wondering. WHAT IF..?
With tedious thinking and persistant longing for the answer, I found myself not in need for things; the ones I once desired. If the future ought to be bad, then I always think of a good day I had in the past. however, I could not find the answer to the people whom you love and they don't love you back. My mind freezes thoughtless. Nothing I can do, nothing I can say , cause feelings ought to be born inside and not brought upon by an external power. All I can really do is sit back and relax, love them , think about them. And when I do, I get my heart to spread its wings to fly, my nights become full of dreams of their lovely smiles and even the silence SUDDENLY is not boring anymore,because I will get a chance to think about them.
Perhaps, If I get everything I want in life at my foot step, my life will be meaningless after all.


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